It is amazing, how quick everything can happen. Like a switch turned off, everything I ever felt for you stopped. It seemed to diminish, to vanish in thin air. How once your kiss upon my lips made me quiver, it now makes me nauseous. Feeling your body against mine in the night makes me feel as though I am locked up in prison; I can’t be let free. As we lay on the same bed together, I cannot shut off my mind. I can’t stop pondering how I ever felt so strongly about you, though it was only just a moment ago. I will to try to convince myself that this feeling will pass and pretty soon I will be back, swooning for you, but I can’t help but wonder, what will I do if I continue to feel nothing towards you?

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