I’m sorry for being mean and cruel and vicious with you. I never meant to hurt you, but it was so easy to tell you I loved you. All of those words came so easily, but didn’t mean a thing. You never meant a thing and I wouldn’t even blink if you had been the one to leave me first. You told me I was beautiful and brilliant and satisfying and a wreck. I would tell you just about the same. I am not mad that you are leaving and I won’t think twice about you once you’re gone.

I just wanted to say I am sorry.

Please leave the cat.