So tell me, what did you get out of all of this? Did you get the heartbreak I received or did you feel some sort of joy for playing me so foolishly. You know I have a big, vulnerable heart, but instead of treating me with care you threw me around like a rag doll. So did you like it? You made me the most happy I’ve been lately and also the most depressed I’ve been these past five years. It is always torturous to realize someone you thought was so great is actually a piece of shit at the bottom of your shoe, but I just can’t get over how wll you deceived me. So tell me, did you deceive yourself too or was it a game from the very beginning?