I have to cut the ties that bind us together again. I should’ve learned the first time or at worst the second time, but here we have found ourselves again. To think you were a changed man was quite the silly idea, wasn’t it? You didn’t have to do anything to prove to me that you weren’t, I just had this gut feeling and I am choosing to follow it. I’d love to think that things could be different this time or that my feelings were anywhere close to reciprocated, but I can’t sit and paddle this boat in circles anymore. I’m getting off, even if I have to jump in the lake with my clothes on; I have had enough. It was bittersweet to see you again, but I will have to leave it as that.

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